Hi,
How are you today?
Want to what is okay? I shall tell you what is okay. It is okay that you are sitting inside your room doing absolutely nothing at all and reflecting on what you have done through out your life till this day. Because in all honestly that is what I am doing now. And it is perfectly fine.
Every once in a while any kind of individual needs to sit down and have some bigger picture thought in their head. You as an individual, putting everything and everyone aside, need to think about yourself, your life and what you have planned for the future. Okay not necessarily planned, maybe thought of, is that better?
I am sitting right here in my room thinking of what has happened to me. I joined a program last year besides my internships and my extra subjects (Which oppose to my fright, I actually got good grades YEEY), anyhow, the consultancy program I joined was a roller coaster for me, I was up at the beginning but wanted to surely quit it at the end, don't get me wrong though, I still gave it the time of the day and did my work as one of my group mates was my friend and never stopped pushing to finish the program. The point is it taught me to be patient, to do my job no matter how much I hated it because to be honest I was actually good at it. Consultancy also taught me to have a wider view of whats happening and not to keep my mind close to whatever I am surrounded to; And guess what WE WON !!!!!! great ha !
That aside, I am not enjoying my life at the moment, I see myself saying yes to almost everything and pilling up my plate with unnecessary options. I am doing that because I still have no idea what I want to do besides leaving Bahrain and singing.
I thought of starting a YouTube channel and have stated it out loud that I would, But then I came to realization that I am financially not capable and personally I really can't sing infront of people as my dad might end up disowning me or beating me up. (He is not a bad father, It is just that his beliefs are different than mine).
I want to someday be free, I know deep down I will. I just have to stand tall and have faith that I will be able to fight to my life and to fight for myself.
Happy day everyone.
How are you today?
Want to what is okay? I shall tell you what is okay. It is okay that you are sitting inside your room doing absolutely nothing at all and reflecting on what you have done through out your life till this day. Because in all honestly that is what I am doing now. And it is perfectly fine.
Every once in a while any kind of individual needs to sit down and have some bigger picture thought in their head. You as an individual, putting everything and everyone aside, need to think about yourself, your life and what you have planned for the future. Okay not necessarily planned, maybe thought of, is that better?
I am sitting right here in my room thinking of what has happened to me. I joined a program last year besides my internships and my extra subjects (Which oppose to my fright, I actually got good grades YEEY), anyhow, the consultancy program I joined was a roller coaster for me, I was up at the beginning but wanted to surely quit it at the end, don't get me wrong though, I still gave it the time of the day and did my work as one of my group mates was my friend and never stopped pushing to finish the program. The point is it taught me to be patient, to do my job no matter how much I hated it because to be honest I was actually good at it. Consultancy also taught me to have a wider view of whats happening and not to keep my mind close to whatever I am surrounded to; And guess what WE WON !!!!!! great ha !
That aside, I am not enjoying my life at the moment, I see myself saying yes to almost everything and pilling up my plate with unnecessary options. I am doing that because I still have no idea what I want to do besides leaving Bahrain and singing.
I thought of starting a YouTube channel and have stated it out loud that I would, But then I came to realization that I am financially not capable and personally I really can't sing infront of people as my dad might end up disowning me or beating me up. (He is not a bad father, It is just that his beliefs are different than mine).
I want to someday be free, I know deep down I will. I just have to stand tall and have faith that I will be able to fight to my life and to fight for myself.
Happy day everyone.
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