I try, I really do ...

How can I put this to words?
How do I describe how painful it is to breath when you are broken ?

I do try, 
I try to describe the pain to the people around me through my eyes ..

I try and tell them how painful it is to be lonely in a crowd of happy people..

But how, how do you make them feel the need to be wanted,
to be loved
to be trusted
to be needed
to be you ..

When "YOU" are not even close to being accepted by them,

I try, I really do ...

I try to be happy with my dimples they call me the charmed one,

I try to be loving 
trusting 
needing 
wanting 
and me,

But I in the end, 
is left in a crowd , lonely 
full of belonged to each other people..

I in the other hand, is broken 

The know Charmed rhythm,

Is nothing but a "Broken Charmed Rhythm"


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Have a lovely day/night x